There are 12 days and counting until I enter a new decade. We started trying to have kids when I was 27. Now I will be 30 with absolutely 0 progress made in that department. For my entire life, I envisioned having my first child while I was in my 20s. Obviously I've known that wasn't going to happen for months now, but I was so hoping to at least be pregnant before I turned 30. That made getting my period a little bit harder this month. I will now officially never be pregnant while I am in my 20s. The timing also means that we will officially not have a child in 2019- which was our only wish for this year. At this point, should I even dare to hope that I could be pregnant in 2019? We are still waiting to finish our testing and are struggling with some of David's testing. It's very frustrating for both of us, and we wish we were getting more support from the doctor. We wish we could get this over with. We wish this wasn't hard when it's not hard for any...