I am annoying myself so much right now! The prospect of doing IVF and everything working out with the clinic we want to be at is so overwhelming that I'm having trouble handling stupid things.
I can hold it together, but when any little (and I mean little) thing goes wrong, I can't.
Last night I was literally upset because 1. My family watched a movie without me that I would have liked to watch with them, and 2. I look forward to the weekend all week and I was stressed that I was wasting time and not enjoying my weekend enough.
This morning I couldn't find anything to wear to church and was stressed about being ready on time.
I ended up crying over both of these situations. So obnoxious. David is probably thinking that I am a crazy person.
Just imagine what I would be like if I ever get to be pregnant and have those emotions lol.
Let's end this with a few things about my life that I don't hate:
1. It's snowing.
2. I have friends at work.
3. There are only 4 days of school this week.
4. We're staying overnight in Chicago for Valentine's Day. I love being in the city!
5. Yesterday I got a free box of used books.
And finally, the wisdom that the men in my life share with me-
'At least you're not a coal miner.' -Dad
'At least you're not starving in Africa.' -David
I can hold it together, but when any little (and I mean little) thing goes wrong, I can't.
Last night I was literally upset because 1. My family watched a movie without me that I would have liked to watch with them, and 2. I look forward to the weekend all week and I was stressed that I was wasting time and not enjoying my weekend enough.
This morning I couldn't find anything to wear to church and was stressed about being ready on time.
I ended up crying over both of these situations. So obnoxious. David is probably thinking that I am a crazy person.
Just imagine what I would be like if I ever get to be pregnant and have those emotions lol.
Let's end this with a few things about my life that I don't hate:
1. It's snowing.
2. I have friends at work.
3. There are only 4 days of school this week.
4. We're staying overnight in Chicago for Valentine's Day. I love being in the city!
5. Yesterday I got a free box of used books.
And finally, the wisdom that the men in my life share with me-
'At least you're not a coal miner.' -Dad
'At least you're not starving in Africa.' -David
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